kya mujhe pyaaaar hai

heard dis song a few days back..."kya mujhe pyaar hai" n i cant get enough of it...kk has been giving some real good songs off late...bas ek pal...teri yaadon main n ofcourse...my current fav... tu hi meri shab hai... what wud i do widout music...for me the invention of music was much more significant dan other important things like fire...wheel and even deodrant...

i don't how it happenes but whenever i'm feeling low....and disheartened....due to various things.... like... my career(or rather lack of it)...having no clear lakshya for my life....aishwarya rai not reciprocating my love for her.....i hear a nice song and suddenly things seems much happier ..i see myself sitting in a swanky office....miss rai dreamimg abt me....and within minutes i'm up and smiling again...i'm sure music does the same kind of things to most of u...except for d aish part

this is one of the toughest periods of my life...with having no luck in my job hunt...i've completed the quota of getting boured for the next 1 year perhaps...but no matter how much i crib...things will get better only if i keep on trying....and unlike most of my college mates who hardly like the work they are doing...i hope i dont hav such issues..coz at the moment...i'm almost desperate to get any kind work....(hey...don use ur imagination here)....but you never know what life throws at you..and may be i'll also crib about going to the same ofice doing the same bouring work..and wanting this sort of free time to come back...

enough of this sad stuff...watched titanic today(well twice in abt 4 days...star movies zindabaad)...theres one scene which i feel is one of the most romantic moments captured on a camera...this when jack(leonardo) is standing at the edge of the ship..rite next to the railing..and ...rose(kate)...comes to meet him...

rose: jack...i've changed my mind
jack turns around n notices her standing behind him
rose: i've come....
interrupts her in between
jack: shhhh...dont say anything...just hold my hand..

he then brings her to the edge..next to d railing n asks her to close her eyses....helps her climb one step on the railing..holding her carefully all this while...he is now satnding just behind one..both one step on the railing

jack: rose...u trust me??
rose(with her eyes still closed n a few butterflies in her tummy) : yes..i do
jack removes her hands from the railing..n spreads them like a bird's wings...rose opens her eyes...n finds that shes flying

wow.... my remote shud have had a button to pause that scene...she was so happy at that moment...both of them had forgotten abt all there worries..they were just living that moment...jack didn knew wat would happen b/w them...all he wanted was to giveher true happiness...even if it was for one single moment on that railing on the edge of the ship

i wish i could have done something like that...no..i'm not talking abt standing on the grandest ship ever built...coz...i'm sure if i was dere..things wud have been a bit different..i would have fallen off the railing...trying to be all romantic...rose wud have married that rich guy n titanic woudnt had won so many oscars....but i'm talking abt the expression on rose's face...i wish i could give "her" the same kind of happiness...even if it was for a one single moment...but more importatly..."she" should have such moments all thru her life...if i get to be a part of those moments...i'll consider myself as the luckiest guy on earth..jupiter n pluto combined...but even if i dont...i'll be as happy as a sardarji (after being judged as the wisest man alive)...just becoz...."she" is happy

but for now..its back to kk...and his silky smooth voice...guess this post was a side effect of an overdoze of kk....shaan..n sonu nigam songs...dat too at 2 in the night...so chill guys.......m still normal and still the jerk i used to be .